Post by account_disabled on Feb 14, 2024 11:45:31 GMT
The is how strong I can be. I played hockey for years before I was diagnosed. I thought I was tough. I had played through pain and discomfort all the time. This was different though. It was frustrating that I couldnt just power through it. I am your typical guy and I hate to ask for help. So I would suffer in silence. My attitude was terrible and my relationships were suffering. When I found the strength to ask for help that all changed. I had honest conversations with my wife and the rest of my family.
I let them know exactly what was going on with my seemingly everchanging body. It wasnt until I had these conversations that I realized just how strong I was. I was living with a disease that was affecting my entire life. Nothing was unaffected. I realized that if I could do that then I could do anything. When I was working in the corporate Saint Helena Email List with bad knee pain I did things that werent in my best interests for my wellbeing. I sat at my desk and worked for many hours before taking a break when my body was screaming desperately for one. Im a high achiever and I take a lot of pride in what I do.
Looking back on that time I was definitely working hard to prove myself because unconsciously all of my hard work was tied to my selfworth. The tenacious drive was there to prove I was a hard worker an amiable team player and a competent communicator with the highnet clients we managed hundreds of millions of dollars for. I arrived early to the office often before my a.m. start time and locked up the office most nights. Instead of staying home and resting my body and mind from the long week I went in on the weekends. I did so because my enormous workload was like a neverending.
I let them know exactly what was going on with my seemingly everchanging body. It wasnt until I had these conversations that I realized just how strong I was. I was living with a disease that was affecting my entire life. Nothing was unaffected. I realized that if I could do that then I could do anything. When I was working in the corporate Saint Helena Email List with bad knee pain I did things that werent in my best interests for my wellbeing. I sat at my desk and worked for many hours before taking a break when my body was screaming desperately for one. Im a high achiever and I take a lot of pride in what I do.
Looking back on that time I was definitely working hard to prove myself because unconsciously all of my hard work was tied to my selfworth. The tenacious drive was there to prove I was a hard worker an amiable team player and a competent communicator with the highnet clients we managed hundreds of millions of dollars for. I arrived early to the office often before my a.m. start time and locked up the office most nights. Instead of staying home and resting my body and mind from the long week I went in on the weekends. I did so because my enormous workload was like a neverending.